So I have decided that I’m not going to write about each individual day anymore, just my main explorations… Except for maybe my trip to Italy since I will be exploring new things each day. I just don’t do enough exciting things on a daily basis to write about each day.
Today is Saturday, May 19th, and it is such a beautiful day! I really should be lying by the lake or walking around the city or something, but I am feeling tired. I slept with my contacts in last night, and my left eye has been giving me such problems today. It waters so much, especially when I’m in a warm or bright area, so the indoors is necessary today unfortunately. I try not to sleep with my contacts in, but it happens accidently once in a while.
So I’ve been thinking about something lately, and it’s not a news flash to me or anything; I have been well aware of this for a while, but I have been thinking about it a lot since I’ve been abroad. I am one extremely blessed girl. I have such a wonderful family. My parents do everything for me that they can, and then they wish still that they could do more. My brothers are great and we have become so much closer now that we are all out of the house. Then on top of that, my aunt and uncle treat me as if I am their very own daughter and are willing to do whatever to make sure I have what I need. Beside this immediate family of mine, all my cousins, other relatives, and even family friends are all so supportive of me as well.
To add to my support system, I was thinking of everything they have all done for me that has gotten me to where I am. I get to go to a good university across the country from where I grew up AND across the world! My only regret is that I am only studying abroad for one semester. I can’t even imagine how the people who study for just a summer must feel. What a waste of money to just go for the summer. It doesn’t even cost that much more! But yeah, I really am living the life that so many other people dream of. Studying, traveling, partying, building a nice contact list, being independent… Everything that will turn me into a successful young women in the very near future! I’m scared to graduate just because I don’t want this to all end yet!
I hope everyone knows though that I try my very best because of all these opportunities I have been given. A lot of people from back home just think I’m spoiled and get to do all these things like it’s no big deal. It all is very big deal though, and I’m so appreciative of everything everyone has done for me! If I was getting bad grades, completely broke and only partying then yes, I would consider myself a spoiled brat. That’s all what I strive not do though. I plan to have a good time, but get my work done so that everyone knows I used what I have been given to do something better for myself and to make everyone, including myself, proud. So people can go ahead and be snobby, jealous or rude. I don’t care because when I get to where I’m going no one will be able to say that what they did for me was a waste of time or money!
A very deep blog post today, I know, but it’s what I’ve been thinking about lately. I love my life and everyone in it! Hugs and kisses all around!